The first time I cried during orgasm was with a casual fling I had in the wake of a horrible breakup from a super toxic relationship. In hindsight, maybe I shouldn’t have been having sex with anyone, but I was desperate to hold on to any sort of normalcy, even if it meant acting like the breakup was something I could just easily get over by fucking a casual acquaintance. The rush of the emotion when I came was overwhelming and I couldn’t stop the tears. I was incredibly embarrassed and tried to hide the reaction by squeezing my eyes shut and burying my face in a pillow, attempting to make noises to distract from the crying.
Tag: Mental Health
Losing Myself, Losing My Libido
Content Warning: Depression, Toxic Relationships, Chronic Pain
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I have always been a sexual person, but I have not always had regular sex, even with myself. Continue reading “Losing Myself, Losing My Libido”